If I tried to get you all caught up on what has happened in less than 2 months, I'd be here all night. Let's just say that I am really surprised at how quickly a person can turn on you. I really did still love and care for David, now I have given up. I even pushed aside the nonsense with Celia so that we can all just move forward and be a family.
But she isn't like that, she really has people believing that I am 100% wrong. I know I am not. What really happened? Cecilia asked if there was a way to find out if "people" were checking her MySpace page; I told her let me take care of it. I wrote something (something pretty stupid I have to add) and of course, we got a reaction confirming that her page was being checked, now I must admit what followed wasn't exactly the nicest thing to do or say. I admitted that you know, I tried getting the door open so that I could formally apologize to all parties involved, simply because it wasn't nice.
I sent an email. No reply. That was all I needed, that is how I knew that it was not about what I said, it had nothing to do with me being "mean" or "racist" even though Latino isn't a race, it's an ethnicity so I guess I am an Ethnist? Celia's issues with me had nothing to do with the banter on MySpace and more to do with the fact that I had befriended David's flavor of the minute (sorry Cece) when they broke up.
She referred to my home as an undesirable place for her son (now who isn't being very nice?) and I am sure the word Bitch has crossed her forked tongue when the topic of me came up.
But that was over 4 years ago! Really? <---look it's the title of my blog!
Now David is talking smack about me so easily as if it were all a lie, as if it were all a front just to use us. So I guess he used us? It hurts...a lot, but I move on, I have to.
I can only hope and pray this whole thing resolves itself. I'm trying not to be angry, but I can't help it...I am a little mad, but it will pass, life is too short to hold on to something like this.
