Honestly? Because he's a good man and I'd be stupid to let him go. I mean after all of these years and everything we have been through, to throw it away. We've never broken up (well not in the last 6 years and that only last 3 months), we make up while we are fighting. I still get giddy when he calls, when he smiles, when he comes home from work and when I look at his pictures. I miss him when I am away visiting my sister (we talk on the phone the whole time I am there) and I miss him when he is gone too.
So I had to weigh the pros and cons...
Con....having a baby after 35
Pros...all of the above and much much more!
So now that we have paid off all of my debt, we are paying off his debt (we are already almost done) and buying him a new car (FINALLY)! So around Christmas time we got engaged...so weird he's now my fiance. A whole bunch of drama (from David and Celia of course, because we actually made plans and paid for them while they were just toying with the idea and didn't have anything set up or paid for), we just wanted a small exchange of vows with our parents present (and my kids of course) and they swear we were trying to do something to them.
Right, I decided to spend the rest of my life with a man just to piss YOU off...yeah no one was really thinking about you.
ANYWAY! We decided to have an engagement party instead and pushed the wedding date out to next February which gives me more time to really plan things out. I'm very excited, I got the dress picked out, Carmen is making my veil, Eileen is making the flowers for my hair and Lulu is making my bouquet! We are getting married at his parents house in PR. His mom insisted after the fiasco with his brother; she was so embarrassed, but I told her it's not her fault, it's whatever. And that is the last time I am giving them any attention.
The engagement party is tomorrow, I'm really excited, I love his family, they are so nice and so much fun!
Signing off to Skype with my family!
Sunny
No comments:
Post a Comment